Since it is summer, my worrying has increased.
Worrying always intensifies when I have lots of free time; my mind can thoroughly wander.
It’s really hard, to be honest. I don’t usually post text posts, but I guess I feel like voicing this issue.
I recognize I worry more than the average person and that this is a problem.
I mean when I worry all rational thought or fact just loses any meaning.
I feel like I am turning into a hypochondriac and it’s kind of frightening, because I can so easily become consumed by Google. Which is really terrible, because it just multiplies all worries.
When it comes down to it, the chances of having a deadly disease are incredibly slim, yet my mind omits that fact and continues to find things to worry about.
To conclude, I am really trying hard to live a little and stop this useless worrying.
However, after worrying my life away thus far, it’s pretty hard to feel okay without something bothering.
But! I am really trying!!
Every time a bad thought comes up I try to rid myself of it quickly and just end it.
I mean I just want to be happy and free like every other young person.